Under The (Hopefully) Tiny Knife Tuesday
February 10th, 2008 by Autumn SandeenI wrote this post to educate LGB people about transgender people going into surgery over at PHB, but am crossposting here to a more transgender audience as I wrote it for the broader LGBT community.
~~Autumn~~
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Tuesday is the day I go in for my gastric bypass surgery. I needed to be at or below 262 pounds to be eligible for the surgery (that’s an arbitrary Weight set by my surgeon, based on me losing ten pounds between my last appointment and the surgery date). On my friend’s electronic scale yesterday, I weighed 260 pounds. I’m guessing by the way I feel and the way I look, and my continued liquid diet and continued rigorous Exercise plan, I’ll be adequately below the 262 pound mark.
The reason one has to lose 10 pounds right before surgery has to do with shrinking the liver. The plan is to do this surgery laparoscopicly, so a shrunken liver facilitates easier access to the stomach and intestines. There is a chance I may need to be opened up fully for the bypass, but it’s not the norm.
The gravity of this surgery is really hitting me. This past two weeks while I’ve been on a full liquid diet, I’ve been craving KFC and In and Out Double-Doubles (double cheeseburgers), the reality is that these foods won’t be part of my diet for a long time to come, and even then only in very infrequent doses — my reduced stomach and my long term health plans aren’t going to stomach junk food. My life is forever changing, pretty much as my life changed when I began transitioning to Autumn on February 6, 2003.
These days, I don’t usually talk about the shape of my genitalia or about my secondary sex characteristics because, frankly, my gender isn’t determined by these. I know I’m female just because I just know — as actually how most people know what their gender is. But, per my birth state’s laws, my legal sex is determined pretty much by the shape of my genitalia. There are some commenters here at PHB, as well as a lot of the religious right community, that are genitalia essentialists — they see me as a man because of the current shape of my genitalia (in the case of commenters here at PHB) now, or see me always as a man because of the shape of my genitalia at birth/because they believe my genetics will indicate I’m male.
[More about going into surgery as a pre-operative transsexual after the fold]
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